There must be more for life than this...

I just wanna go outta here. I'd like to go away and never come back.
I just wanna be alone for some time.
Sooner or later, I'll be walking on the thin line between death and life. I need you with me.
I'll be challenging my heart pulse on this friday. At 8:00 a.m. I will give my blood, somebody will see it and say You're fine, but be carefull. I hope so.

I need a pray.